The Sweetest Little Boy

I was talking to my dear friend Laura this weekend about Liam and she said that it was really sweet and I should blog about it since it's a nice story and most of my posts are "here's a pic of what we did". Laura is not usually the emotional type, so I figured if she commented that i should write something more serious then it was time.
Liam is such a joy! I was just overwhelmed by how precious Liam is yesterday. He does the cutest shrug his shoulders big grin looking at you thing. He will crack him self up while playing and just keep giggling. He has started raising his hand randomly in a hile Hitler fashion till you make eye contact or give him a high five. He is an incredible eater and have a very well developed palette. He plays peek a boo with everything. And, he just genuinely likes to have a good time.
Every time he would do anything yesterday i just got overwhelmed with happiness and was soo thankful for the joy he has added to our lives.
Then it clicked, he is finally back to himself, he is finally well. He would always be this way and I wouldn't have noticed the difference in his deminer if he hadn't had been sick for 3 weeks strait! (a double ear infection followed by a throat infection). And then the guilt began setting in. He has been to the dr for sick visits about 10 times and he isn't even a year old. He doesn't go to daycare so my choices are exposing him to germs. I am usually pretty lax about germs and i need to buckle up when it comes to Liam. I don't always wash his hands before he eats because he is STARVING and I am in such a hurry. I don't was his hands and feet after we play at church or with friend or at the park etc etc... I am not very good with little yet extremely important things like locking doors and keeping my phone around to answer it (most of you are nodding you head I'm sure). But keeping at least the easily banishable germs away from my precious little one is my new goal!!! Thanks for reading my rantings, less emotional and personal blogs to follow :)